WELCOME TO MY WORLD!

WELCOME TO MY WORLD!
the world i love so much...

Thursday, June 2, 2011

My LoW Ad - Day 13

Should I cry or should I laugh?
The days pass by... the spirit seems to melt down
The crave & the hunger never stop
Heavier now & tomorrow to come?
Losing strength is not my NO. 1 priority
Losing this game should never be
To lose or not to lose?
That's the quest I very much desire to conquer
To become the ultimate warrior
Thus, the adventure MUST begin..
MUST never stop till the goal is achieved!

Saturday, May 21, 2011

My LoW Ad - Day 1

Updating what I ate for lunch.... Nasi kenduri aka nasi minyak + beef curry + ulam + sambal belacan + ikan talang curry + dalca + air asam (pencicah) + 2 slices of orange & a glass of syrup. Banyak, kan? But I took in small quantity. Not so satisfying as the food was yummy but I had to control myself.... Berhenti makan sebelum kenyang (Stop eating before I was full). Then, while waiting for my kids to finish their music lesson, i ate a cup of delicious Sour Sop Cool Ice Kimo & cup corns... Later we headed to a water theme park (Carnivall) in SP. Hungry again so ate Maggi cup noodles + a glass of juice.. errr plus my kids' drinks too... hehehe... Guilty!


Tonight... For dinner... Steamboat... Can't say "NO".


In a nutshell.... my Day 1 isn't so successful. No worry. There's still tomorrow! Don't give up, wokey!:P

Friday, May 20, 2011

My LoW Ad-Day 1 (Breakfast & Lunch)

What did I eat this morning? Roti Arab dgn Sardin.... hmmmm.... and Horlicks... another hmmm...

Lunch? Kenduri kejap lagi...... alamak, abis ler My LoW Ad (My Losing Weight Adventure).... Calm down.. Don't panic. It's OK to eat but must control how much I eat. Btw, I want to do it slow & steady... no short cut... no stress... no pressure.... Losing weight isn't easy but should be FUN! Yeah!!! I'm sooo ready to go to the "kenduri".... hehehe.... Control the food intake, wokey!!

To Lose Or Not To Lose?

Roshey's World is always about me & me & me... I like poetry so whenever I feel like writing.. I just do it.... Yeah! I know most of my posts are my poems... which came straight from my thoughts. It's OK if you don't like them. I couldn't stop myself everytime the ideas came pouring in. I don't mind if people don't want to see my posts coz it's my world. It's so peaceful here. However, today it's different. No poem but more to the idea I call "To Lose Or Not To Lose".

Let me be honest... the idea has lingered for such a long time but procrastination is definitely a thief of time. I've delayed this plan though I know once I saw the number increased early of the year by 1kg I should take action. Better said than done! Yup! I really want to lose but it's been pending until TODAY!

Today, I learnt that my weight is 69.2 kg. Hmm.. Last year, 65. Early of the year 66 and now 69.2! Well, not as heavy as some other people but still this is something I've to stop before it's going to burden myself & my life. Even now, my health isn't as superb as before. I have lots of pains all over my body especially my feet. My hubby told me that sometimes our feet will cry in pain if our body is too heavy for them to handle... Just like what has happened to his auntie. She has to bear the pain due to her overweight body & endure surgery to lose her fat. I refuse to be fated to such fate. I'm sure I'm capable to control my body weight before all the fat takes control & ruins me!

That's why I've made up my mind to have a blog on my losing weight plan. By hook or by crook, it must go on as schedule. At first I thought I should start up a new blog yet after so much thinking & considering, I think Roshey's World is the best place. It's been My World & knowing that I can't handle too many blogs, let me post any entry about my losing weight adventure here. At least, this blog won't be abandoned....

Remember the date ya... 20 May.... 69.2kg. The adventure begins. I'll update anything related to my determination to get rid of the stubborn fat. Wish me the best of luck!!!!

pssttt... don't tell my hubby....let it be a surprise... hehehe...

Saturday, March 19, 2011

The Loss

The loss is inaudible
no tears are shed
tearing deep in flesh
heart cries in void
mourning the probability
fantasy is abducted
another delay
losing...
another loss...
yet still hoping...

Friday, March 18, 2011

The Strike!

The agony struck harsh
vengeance soaked all in terror
cleaning the beauty of humanity
sorrow gushed out calamity
putting almost all to sleep

The stagnant eclipse rises in silence
flames gibber in wet darkness
lamenting breathes of lives
souls wither in daze
it is as it is

now and then
before and after
beginning and ending
ancient forefathers departed
newborns stand with unforeseen swords
moving on in a never-ending encircling story

***
as small dots in this universe
only He knows the final destiny.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Unwanted Rain

It rained again
couldn't help it
it's a good company

blinded sight
tore hearts
wounded souls
silenced voices
lost minds

choked in self
drowned inside
it's such a great enemy

misplaced downpour
misguided trail
missing cues
messy journey
sliced deep
was here to keep

the water ran
the fire glared
the earth shook
the ice dazed
i was soaked
all heated and frozen
caused endlessly
by the unwanted rain...