The Loss

The loss is inaudible
no tears are shed
tearing deep in flesh
heart cries in void
mourning the probability
fantasy is abducted
another delay
losing...
another loss...
yet still hoping...

The Strike!

The agony struck harsh
vengeance soaked all in terror
cleaning the beauty of humanity
sorrow gushed out calamity
putting almost all to sleep

The stagnant eclipse rises in silence
flames gibber in wet darkness
lamenting breathes of lives
souls wither in daze
it is as it is

now and then
before and after
beginning and ending
ancient forefathers departed
newborns stand with unforeseen swords
moving on in a never-ending encircling story

***
as small dots in this universe
only He knows the final destiny.

Unwanted Rain

It rained again
couldn't help it
it's a good company

blinded sight
tore hearts
wounded souls
silenced voices
lost minds

choked in self
drowned inside
it's such a great enemy

misplaced downpour
misguided trail
missing cues
messy journey
sliced deep
was here to keep

the water ran
the fire glared
the earth shook
the ice dazed
i was soaked
all heated and frozen
caused endlessly
by the unwanted rain...

The Saviour

Mending a broken soul
with million stitches
ironing all the frowns
patching the torn heart
quilting the bleeding scars
in perfection

Heal the heart
save the soul
breathe life

The saviour...

Heartless

Feel nothing
Numb and cold
Become dear friends

Long for company
Empty and blank
Accompany lone souls

No emotion
Drained all
Heart shuts down

Heartless....

Wrislet ke ni?

Let me introduce you to my baby...
my very first wrislet....

Sebenornye nak join Jom Jahit anjuran TiniHani

tapi x sempat gak...

lepas pkl 12 mlm,

pada tarikh 16hb Okt 2010

baru le siap...

itu pun pakai hentam jer..

ikut gambar & 'instinct'...

So korang jamu le mata tgk hasil kerastangan ku yg tak seberapa...

nak buat yg berzip,

tak cukup ilmu lg... hehehe...

i love the fabric so much!

ingatkan nk buat handphone casing

tp sbb Jom Jahit punya pasal

siap pulak wrislet ni...

kalau korang nak tau..

kat bunga pink tu ada stitches jahit tgn...

my cik abg ada tanya

"apasal buat keja bodoh buang masa jahit tangan"

i jwb

"sbb i suka... blh relax otak..."

walaupun masa tu jari jemariku sudah lenguh

dan mata dok jeling jam..

ini bentuknye kalau buka...

pakai riben je sbb nk cpt siap...

terkial2 gak sbb jarang mnjahit....

apa nk buat...

kita mak budak, baru nk belajaq....
kihkihkih...

What do you think?

OK tak?

Kalau tak OK pon korang kena kata OK

sbb yg menjahit wrislet ni tak lain tak bukan AKU...

Kenape? Tak percaya?

Alah, kita tak kisah...

p.s. don't peep inside... nanti mata boleh buta wooo....

p.p.s. Ooops.... Salah rumah ka?

So kalau korang nk tgk anything related to hasil kerastanganku, click HERE (Roshey'z Craftworld). Blh jumpa my princess... hehehe..

Heartache!

Lunatics drum their joy
arrogance sits side by side
making ways for the probabilities
invented by their crooked minds
begging others to be selfless
yet selflessness is their biggest enemy!

Let the drum roll loud
heart is numb and cold
bleeding in silence
no care for mercy
blinded by wicked sense
life is dull and bored
craziness is wearing laces
causing chaotic daisy!

Roll up the sleeves
fearing the backstabbed foes
cowered in pits of darkness
heart aches and moans
singing haunted love-and-hate songs
the phantom laughs merrily
silenced souls wave goodbyes.

The mirage is just a mirage
nothing is true
all are universally false
their smiles mask their greed
their advice covers their lies
running away is such a waste
facing them is just a mess!

Heartless heart aches
pain throbs in within
then it is still
no heart, no pain
ached heart is done
slumbered and gone...