I WISH...

I wish....
I am slimmer and thinner.
So that all my old clothes
will welcome me happily.

I wish...
The extra fat is gone.
So that the bulky and the hideous
won't welcome the uninvited stares.

I wish...
I'd shed the extra pounds
So that my body will swing
as light as feather in action.

I wish..
I am fit and healthy.
So that I don't have to breathe heavily
tiring myself too easily.

Having too many wishes
without too much action
is definitely my biggest enemy
when laziness rules everything!

Sheer hard work...
determination..
diligence...
right attitude..
optimism..
are all good.

The trouble is..
I'm too comfortable.
Too much denial
brings me too my own destruction.

OMG! Please wake up!
I wish I am fully awake!

Thinking...

A long hiatus indeed
So much to share
Yet not interested to bare
Too many things to say
Too voiceless to care

Every day has its tale
Locked & safe
Waiting till the right day arrives
Long to be buried
Later on forgotten
Let them rest in peace

Memories are to be cherished
Not to be hidden in darkness
Heart torn, contemplating
In silence

Take a deep breathe of today
Never rewind yesterday
Tomorrow will be future
Advice or reminder
Warning or prediction
Determines the journey

Minds ponder
Lingering thoughts
Caged or free
Still waiting...
Still thinking...

***at A.H. S. P. originally mine...

I am ME

paint but I'm not a painter. I draw but I'm not an artist. I write but I'm not an author. I sing but I'm not a singer. I dance but I'm not a dancer. I act but I'm not an actor nor an actress.

I make people laugh but I'm not a comedian. I make people scared but I'm not Freddy Kruger. I have my own followers but i'm not a king. I've enemies but I'm not a criminal. I influence people but I'm not a politician. I can change people but I'm not a magician.

I am me...

Sincerely me.

****(as posted in FB by me just now.... today)

Faith

Once the worlds collide
always seek deeper
never let lights blind you
never let talks deafen you
never let laughter poke you
never let rumours break you
never let madness rule you

Once the worlds collide
always have faith
as you are who you are

My LoW Ad - Day 13

Should I cry or should I laugh?
The days pass by... the spirit seems to melt down
The crave & the hunger never stop
Heavier now & tomorrow to come?
Losing strength is not my NO. 1 priority
Losing this game should never be
To lose or not to lose?
That's the quest I very much desire to conquer
To become the ultimate warrior
Thus, the adventure MUST begin..
MUST never stop till the goal is achieved!

The Loss

The loss is inaudible
no tears are shed
tearing deep in flesh
heart cries in void
mourning the probability
fantasy is abducted
another delay
losing...
another loss...
yet still hoping...

The Strike!

The agony struck harsh
vengeance soaked all in terror
cleaning the beauty of humanity
sorrow gushed out calamity
putting almost all to sleep

The stagnant eclipse rises in silence
flames gibber in wet darkness
lamenting breathes of lives
souls wither in daze
it is as it is

now and then
before and after
beginning and ending
ancient forefathers departed
newborns stand with unforeseen swords
moving on in a never-ending encircling story

***
as small dots in this universe
only He knows the final destiny.

Unwanted Rain

It rained again
couldn't help it
it's a good company

blinded sight
tore hearts
wounded souls
silenced voices
lost minds

choked in self
drowned inside
it's such a great enemy

misplaced downpour
misguided trail
missing cues
messy journey
sliced deep
was here to keep

the water ran
the fire glared
the earth shook
the ice dazed
i was soaked
all heated and frozen
caused endlessly
by the unwanted rain...

The Saviour

Mending a broken soul
with million stitches
ironing all the frowns
patching the torn heart
quilting the bleeding scars
in perfection

Heal the heart
save the soul
breathe life

The saviour...

Heartless

Feel nothing
Numb and cold
Become dear friends

Long for company
Empty and blank
Accompany lone souls

No emotion
Drained all
Heart shuts down

Heartless....

Heartache!

Lunatics drum their joy
arrogance sits side by side
making ways for the probabilities
invented by their crooked minds
begging others to be selfless
yet selflessness is their biggest enemy!

Let the drum roll loud
heart is numb and cold
bleeding in silence
no care for mercy
blinded by wicked sense
life is dull and bored
craziness is wearing laces
causing chaotic daisy!

Roll up the sleeves
fearing the backstabbed foes
cowered in pits of darkness
heart aches and moans
singing haunted love-and-hate songs
the phantom laughs merrily
silenced souls wave goodbyes.

The mirage is just a mirage
nothing is true
all are universally false
their smiles mask their greed
their advice covers their lies
running away is such a waste
facing them is just a mess!

Heartless heart aches
pain throbs in within
then it is still
no heart, no pain
ached heart is done
slumbered and gone...

TRIAL & ERROR!

My sickness is a blessing in disguise

I discover a whole new world of creating,

designing, playing, sharing....

All because of trial & error

It's tough!

It's challenging!

It's tiring!

In the end,

my patience is rewarded.

What a relief!

Phew!

blessing

The moment of triumph
brings the joy to the world
i'm blessed to be part of it
i'm blessed.

The pang of hunger
is nothing compared to the rewards
i'm thankful to cherish the days
i thank ALLAH!

The seduction and the temptation
are great teachers to learn patience
i'm all relieved to survive
i'm a survivor.

Being a small dot in this universse
among all the dots in the world
i surrender myself to the Almighty God
i beg for forgiveness.

The joy to cherish the oncoming days
belongs to the humble obedient souls
i'm grateful i'm one of them
i'm simply a servant.

The accomplishment is a little mist
i'm hoping for the best in life
i live for today and tomorrow
i'm glad.

May Allah bless us all!



Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

after a long silence
the door reopens once more
the hidden mannequin freezes
behind the dancing nymph
too red to enfold
the milion hands awaiting
to rejoice the glory
of freedom

they are waiting
to share the passkey
to bestow the secret
once given
considered chum

THE RIDE

The world is such a beautiful world

the sky looks so blue

the earth seems so green

the pavement is inviting

the roads are interesting.

The adventure begins

i soar high in the sky

i lay dreamily on the ground

strolling freely

wandering aimlessly.

The beauty is breathtaking

it simply takes my breath away

the birds are singing

the happy number

the winds are whispering

the breezy lullaby.

The ride is heaven

the freedom is mine alone

i own up the secret

which is to be shared

with every soul

eternally.

i am blessed

in nature

in peace.

HEARTS & SOUL

four hearts

one soul

being together

eternally....

the destiny

is theirs

as

four hearts

and

one soul

meet

their calling.

p.s. tara....the cushion is ready at last but is still waiting for its partner to accompany it....

NOW OR NEVER!

CHOICES OF COLOURS

VARIETIES

COULDN'T DECIDE

YET

MUST MAKE UP MY MIND

TO CHOOSE OR NOT TO CHOOSE

IT'S NO LONGER AN OPTION

MATERIALISE THE DESIRE

THE VISION

THE DREAM

CONQUER THE WORLD

ON MY FINGERTIPS

NOW

OR

NEVER!

MY FIRST!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT

THIS IS MY VERY FIRST MASTERPIECE.

IT'S IMPERFECT.

IT'S A BEGINNER'S PRIDE.

IT BINDS THE HEARTS TOGETHER

I'M SO MUCH IN LOVE.

PRICELESS

New venture

Believe it or not
the venture to the new skills
will change me.
The passion
which requires patience,
determination and hardwork
will be mine.
It's now
or never!
New hope
new life
new beginning
new in everything!

Dear..dear me...
Don't back out
please....

LOST SOULS

the souls are asleep
the silence snakes the dark
roars of titans anger the fantasy
whimpering for a piece of mind.

lost in the maze
the warriors scream in noise
drowsy droopy eyes peer
begging for ultimate mercy!