Seri

Seri wajahmu terpancar
dengan rona emas jingga
disulami perak bercahaya
mengusap lembut tanganku
terasa damai

Thinking...

A long hiatus indeed
So much to share
Yet not interested to bare
Too many things to say
Too voiceless to care

Every day has its tale
Locked & safe
Waiting till the right day arrives
Long to be buried
Later on forgotten
Let them rest in peace

Memories are to be cherished
Not to be hidden in darkness
Heart torn, contemplating
In silence

Take a deep breathe of today
Never rewind yesterday
Tomorrow will be future
Advice or reminder
Warning or prediction
Determines the journey

Minds ponder
Lingering thoughts
Caged or free
Still waiting...
Still thinking...

***at A.H. S. P. originally mine...

I am ME

paint but I'm not a painter. I draw but I'm not an artist. I write but I'm not an author. I sing but I'm not a singer. I dance but I'm not a dancer. I act but I'm not an actor nor an actress.

I make people laugh but I'm not a comedian. I make people scared but I'm not Freddy Kruger. I have my own followers but i'm not a king. I've enemies but I'm not a criminal. I influence people but I'm not a politician. I can change people but I'm not a magician.

I am me...

Sincerely me.

****(as posted in FB by me just now.... today)

Faith

Once the worlds collide
always seek deeper
never let lights blind you
never let talks deafen you
never let laughter poke you
never let rumours break you
never let madness rule you

Once the worlds collide
always have faith
as you are who you are

My Bracelet Is Missing

I'm depressed. I'm devastated. The day began quite chaotic. Rushing to send my kids for their tuition, went home & later on went to a kenduri. Nice food. Oily & fattening. Spoilt my new diet routine. Had to eat 'em all. Then, after the kenduri, while changing, I realised something was missing! My bracelet! MY GOLD HABIB JEWEL BRACELET was GONE! My fav bracelet was and is missing in action!

My fault... my mistake... I was careless. I didn't realise it fell off from my wrist. I was to be blamed for this missing piece of jewellery. What should I do? I've tried to seek for it almost everywhere but it's too small. Maybe someone took it & claimed it's his or hers. I panicked but I was helpless. I'm still helpless. I've no idea what to do. The expensive bracelet is somewhere but WHERE?

Ya Allah, the almighty God, please help me.... I'm in despair... I want my bracelet back!!!!!!

PROGRAM DIETKU BERMULA

Today is already the 2nd day. I've tried to commit myself to this adventure... which has been postponed for such a long time. I hope the program will be my motivation to lose a few inches here & there as well as getting back my ideal weight. I'm not greedy. Losing 15kg within 50 days is fine.... hehehe...

If you want to know all about my personal quest to be slimmer & healthier, go to my other new blog HERE Yeah.. yeah.. yeah.. I know.. at first I wanted to share all my experience in losing weight here but somehow I'd like this world to be MY WORLD of peace & harmony. I need a place where only thoughts are expressed without limitation... So that's why the other world exists... all because of my new venture into the world of health & finess. No worry. I'll always visit this wonderful of ME coz I love being here....

LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL... isn't it? & wish me the best of luck in MY LOSING WEIGHT ADVENTURE journey...

menjelang program diet 50 hari part 2

Feeling a little bit nervous about the program as i'm not so sure about my self-discipline... can i control myself from the temptation to eat & eat & eat? Before, i wasn't worried at all about my weight coz though i ate a lot, i'd still be slim. Itu dolu2.. before 30. Now? Ntah ler...

So let's see what i took for lunch today. Rice, chicken tomyam (hasil air tangan My cik Abg.. hehehe..) & 2 fried fish. Plus skyjuice... hehehe...

Dinner? Oooppss... at KFC... coz next week can't go there la...

I purchased apples, grapes & fresh orange juice for myself at Tesco just now. Must prepare all these in case i feel hungry at night. The problem is.... my kids luv the fruits too. Kena kongsi ler.. hehehe..

OK. Next time i'll list down my diet menu. Must have a diary too. Must do research on what to eat & what not to eat. Must cut down a lot... huhuhu... kuatkah imanku ini? i rest my case.